Archive for January, 2006
Vaporub.
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^ This is what I sound like ill. Haha
Dont you just love Vicks vaporub?
I was ill today and for the past couple of days and the one thing that my mum told me to do when I said my throat hurt
“Get some VICKS”
=| So I did. I sat in bed and sniffed it and it reminded me of being a child.
When you’re little and you tell your mummy that you are poorly and she tucks you into bed and rubs some vicks onto your tummy or whatever. I love sniffing it.
Soothers are quite good I spose. I used these after applying the Vicks.
And if you don’t have any soothers I suppose you could use strepsils as a last resort. They taste nice but they don’t really do anything.
Fuck!
God people piss me off. And I know im being a hypocrite but I wouldn’t get that depressed and kill myself over a guy.I’m really no good when people tell me their problems because I just get pissed off at how incapable they are and end up yelling at them and getting irritated.
Anyway. Today I was ill so I stayed at home in bed and I was sposed to go to cinema but didn’t end up going. Haven’t been feeling too good though so it don’t matter really.
Anyway. People. God don’t you just hate them?
If people depress you so much then stop letting them fucking walk all over you.
When people say to me “I’ve got nothing left to live for people treat me like shit”
Me: Ok, stop letting them then
Them: I cant.
Me =|
Well to me it sounds like if you aren’t willing to tell these people to fuck off then you enjoy being depressed.
Thats the only impression I get from people I know that are depressed. That they enjoy it because then they can be all emo and everyone else can be all “Aww I feel so sorry for you”
Get the fuck over it. Are you dying? Do you have cancer? Are you paralysed? Are you starving? Are you poor?
Oh no. One person treats you like shit. Boohoo. Get the fuck over it.
I’m sorry but what reason do you have for still being their friend other than that you enjoy being walked over?
Stop whining about how people treat you like shit and actually do something about it.
JESUS. =| It really frustrates me when I give people advice and they don’t listen to it. WELL STOP FUCKING TELLING ME YOUR PROBLEMS IF YOU AINT GONNA DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
You’re young, smart and are going to university. What the fuck do you really have to complain about.
Exams and Selfish Genes.
I believe that it was on the day of my Classical exam that I had this thought. It may have been some time before then, i’m not sure.
Firstly, my classics exam. The panic is tradition isn’t it? They change the rules every year just to confuse you, because they like to see students piling up outside the exam room muttering something about who the biggest sinner is, medea, or Jason under their breath.
There is then the period in which you have to sit within the exam room while the invidulator reads the rules out to you off of a sheet of paper. You wait patiently, even though you have heard them for what seems like a thousand times.
There is a satisfying point halfway through the exam though I find. It’s when a student gets up and leaves the exam room halfway through, obviously because they didn’t revise hard enough. It makes me feel better that I stayed for the whole duration, even though I could have just as easily failed, also.
I was in the exam room, panicking. And I started to think about emo things. I knew that it would happen. As soon as you need to actually concentrate on something you start to think about all of the bad things going on in your life. I got through the exam ok though.
Then on the way home I was deep in thought over these various things. It was pretty dark and cold and I couldn’t wait to get home. I was just walking past the chip shop and I looked in the window, wishing I had enough cash to buy some. I carried on walking and saw a man at the bin next to the shop. He was a homeless man and he had just pulled some chips out of the bin and started to eat them.
And I think I have room to complain? How selfish of me.
Dinner Time
I made tea again this time and i’ve decided to document it again. And i’ve put it on here.
This time around I made some Lemon chicken with salad and potato salad.
I’ll write how I did the potato salad first.
Obviously get some potatoes. And peel them in some water.
Then you want to cook the potatos. Put them in a pan and cover with cold water. Put them over the heat. When they start to boil over turn the heat down. Keep prodding them with your fork so that you know when they are done. When they feel soft they are ready. Also make sure the heat isn’t too high or boils over. It usually takes about 15 mins until they are ready.
When you take them out you need to put the water in the saucepan into a seive so that you can get to the potatoes haha.
Then just place them in a bowl so that you can make your chicken. Once you have made your chicken add some mayo to the bowl of potato’s and put some herb in as well if you would like to.
Then you want to make your chicken.
Cut your chicken up into little cubes (Defrost it first, obviously. Remember to get it out the night before.)
Then put some oil into a frying pan and then add the chicken to it. Put some Lemon and salt and pepper in with it and then keep stiring it every now and then so that it doesn’t stick to the pan. It should take about five mins to cook and you’ll know it’s ready because it goes a sort of browny colour.
And then put the meal all together and there you go. Put the chicken onto the plate. Add some salad from a bag of salad. And I also added some italian dressing on top of the salad. Put your potato salad in as well and you’ve got a nice meal.
It really annoys me how people brag about shit.
I was reading my friends page and they were talking about nipple piercings. The inevitable question of whether or not it would hurt to have one done. My nose stud hurt to get it pierced. It was a bearable pain, didn’t mind it, but it still hurt. It just depends on your pain threashold. It’s impossible for a piercing to not hurt at all because all piercings inflict some sort of pain upon your body when you get them done, whether or not you can handle it is a different question entirely. Anyway, these girls are commenting saying how sensitive it makes their boobs and shit. And this one girl says
“I have one done and it didn’t hurt at all. I didn’t even flinch. I got that one in October and am going to get the other one done when I get back from Europe in June.”
Oh well aren’t we Miss perfect then. *Bows down to the one who feels no pain*
Like fuck did it not hurt. What the fuck you on about, man? The girl is obviously boasting about the amount of pain she can withstand. But she’s saying it didn’t hurt at all! What a load of shite. That’s because you probably chickened out and never got it done in the first place, love.
Sure you can say “It hurt but I didn’t mind it.” Or “It does hurt but it was fine for me” but not “Nah, didn’t hurt at all, didn’t feel a thing” because people are just going to point and laugh at you, mmmk? Especially when talking about a nipple piercing, come on. My friend nearly passed out when she got hers done so don’t tell me you can get it done and not feel a thing, unless you pass out and miss the entire thing.
Jesus.
Decisions, Decisions.
I’ve been accepted to two of the three uni’s that I applied to so far.
Well, a conditional offer anyway, but i’m hoping i’ll get in.
One is to take Media arts at Plymouth Uni which I don’t really want to do but i’m hoping that I get into my first choice uni, which is to study media at Portsmouth uni. And i’ll be with some people I know as well, such as Mark and Fimmeh if she goes. Mikefro is already there as well so it’ll be good.
New Start, Maybe?
Well here it is, my -blog-.
This is where I plan on writing all of my random shit, seeing as I am tired of my LJ and no one actually reads it. Not that I expect anyone to read this either.
I doubt that I will have anything interesting to say in this journal because I have already concluded that I am not a very interesting person, but we shall see, wont we.
